I've been a little sloppy regarding this blog. I've been so busy with my other blog and everyday's life that I haven't had much time in my hands lately. Also I haven't been feeling quite inspired on writing anything. But I'm making an effort hence this post. I'm sick again and that doesn't help either... 

Hopefuly by the end of this week my inspiration comes back (Where the hell is my muse???) and I'll be able to write more. Why? Well... I'll post about it in a day or two, but lets just say I'm going to start on a new..."activity" lol. 

I'll be back soon :)


 
 
First of all, Happy New Year!

I have a feeling that this year is going to be GOOD, I'm going to do everything I can to make it that way. In this past year lots of things changed and although sometimes things weren't easy, I don't think I'd change a thing. I am sure this year of 2013 will bring even more changes, I don't know in what way but it will. 

The year of 2012 made me realize a lot of things and one in particular: I love life itself with all its ups and downs! It's hard to explain this, it needs to be felt... and it is an amaizing feeling.

What will 2013 bring? We'll see...
 
 
I've been sick for a few weeks, but fortunately I'm fine now (I hope). Apart from being sick I've also been busy. But I feel I need to get back to things I enjoy doing, I have ponies to finish, ponies to custom and so on. However I haven't been feeling inspired to do those things at all, plus I need to tide up some stuff too and I don't feel like doing that either. In fact I don't feel like doing much lately... I'm guessing that's because I was sick recently but still... *sigh* my muse needs to come back and fast. I need some excitement in my life!

I'll try to post more often and write much more interesting posts, these last couple of posts are a bit depressing


 
 
...And a month later here I am again. I've been busy with an event at work, which is finally OVER!!! Everything went smoothly but even so... It as been a week since the event was over and I'm still tired, plus I got a cold :( I'm thinking it was because I didn't get enough rest for the past 2 or 3 weeks, the weather didn't help much these past few days, it got cold all of the sudden.

Apart from this everything is good, it's been 2 months since my brother left for Dubai but thanks to Skype I can talk and see him almost everyday, if he's not flying that is.

I'll have dinner later on with some friends and their baby :P he's sooo cute and it's going to be a good night, with no worries lol. Speaking of which, I need to get ready or I'll be late hahaha!
 
 
It's been a while since my last post. Truth is, I've started working again and I've been a little busy with the usual stuff plus the fact that we're going to have this event next month. I'm not sure what to expect of it this  year, the person in charge is sick (and I mean really sick) but even so he doesn't seem to want to stop... I just don't know, in my opinion, your health is more important than everything else. That aside, not only I'm going to be part of the reception staff, but I'll also be part of an aikido demonstration. Basically, I'll be backstage and on it, so to speak... what a choice of words lol.

This last month has been complicated, my brother left to live in Dubai, my mom... well, things haven't been easy lately. I need something... new in my life, I've started another blog, this time about music, kind of like to let people know some artist(s) that are quite unknown here. I don't know what possessed me to do it! I really want it to be a success! Apparently my friends think so and they encourage me to work on it and even help me. 

I just don't know where all this is going, but something tells me that something will change, for the better) until the year is over.
 
 
A while ago I came across an old journal entry of mine and I've found this quote: 

"The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart." Hellen Kellar.

I don't remember how I found it, but I know it works that way. Sometimes words, no matter the language, fail to express or explain those "beautiful things", you have to feel them to understand. In fact, as I'm writing this post I find it hard to explain what that quote means to me. Funny isn't it? 
 
 
It's been a while since my last post and after a few weeks of completely craziness I'm back! I've made my exam (yay!!!), I've worked 9 days in a row (crazy, I know), but I'm still alive.

I'm finally on vacations, but with a cold grrrr! Nothing serious but it still is annoying :( , maybe it was too much stress or lack of rest, I don't know. I'm still organizing my stuff and do some cleaning, which is something I hate but it has to be done. And speaking of which, I have to carry with tha
 
 
Sometimes I wish I could write a song or something alike... the thing is, sometimes is really difficult to just let all your feelings out, or you just don't know how to express them. I, for one, can't seem to express myself in my native language, which sounds a little ridiculous but it's true. All I can seem to write is in english. Maybe I still didn't find a way to trully express myself when I have and overload of feelings and emotions. Or maybe I'm just too afraid to even try and write it all down. 

Either way, I believe that those who can use those emotions to create something beautiful, may it be music or any kind of art, are trully blessed, they also allow other people to appreciate it and identify themselves with their art. If you're reading this humble post know that, no matter what kind of art you create, it's something precious and it should be appreciated...
 
 
Why is it that every time I get bored at home I buy a new CD? I know, this sounds like an excuse to actually buying it LOL, but who cares. It should arrive sometime this week. Anyway, I needed to rest and today I did absolutely nothing, woke up late but I didn't care :) Right now I'm going to have to drag myself out of the couch and 
 
 
At last I have a day completely off! I had a kids aikido seminar yesterday with my students, along with other kids from other schools and I'm pretty tired, plus I had a class after it. But it went really good and I'm very proud of them.

Today I'm going to do nothing lol, maybe just watch a movie or working on my ponies, either way I'll be relaxing :)